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So yesterday, I started my third beat. From Senate/DFA, to Malacañang, I get transferred to Justice. An injustice, I say. I hate don’t like the beat at all. Not that I don’t know anything about law (okay, maybe that too) but because the press office there is so dirty and so crowded, and not too mention that almost all (except my trainor) the reporters assigned there are too kingly. One female reporter from a tabloid even called her trainee “stupid”. Well if they (especially that reporter, I repeat, from a TABLOID) doesn’t know, trainees are human too. And because we’re fresher, and less experienced, we get more sensitive to comments.
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So I missed Mass last Monday, yesterday, and still, today. I’m too sorry for that. I wish I have the schedules and addresses of all the churches in Metro Manila so I can go to Mass while nothing’s happening at work.
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Is it my fault I miss Mass? I’m not sure. There is no Church in my subdivision high up in the mountains of Montalban, Rizal, so if I want to go to Mass in the morning I’d have to wake up about two and a half hours earlier than 6AM Masses so I could go (one hour preparation/morning norms, and one and a half hour travel to Quezon City). Which means, I’d have to wake up at 3:30/4AM. This is not good for my health, I’d guess, owing that since I work in Metro Manila I reach home at night at about 9PM, and I sleep at 11. Which means a rough three to four hours of sleep.
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I also came to thinking, whether my family, or the Mass, id more important than the other. If I go to Mass I’ll miss the family breakfast, which means I’m missing during the family gathering.
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So I’m still thinking and praying if I really need Masses, or if there are late night ones I could go to.
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Conversations with Him:
Me: Please, if You love me, at least send me signs so I won’t go astray and think otherwise…
Him: I do send you signs… You’re just ignoring them.
Me: Oh…
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