12
May

against the grain

It’s hard for the youth today to retain morals. With bad influences coming from all sides, from the media, from peers, from the government, and from trusted superiors like parents and mentors–the teen has no choice but to succumb.

But it would be best if he/she will fight the odds and do what is right. It would be best if he/she chooses to go against the grain of conformity–choosing to not do drugs even for to celebrate a close friend’s birthday, to not swear and curse because parents do also, to not have sex early because television shows it’s hip, or to not steal money from parents’ purse because the government does. Continue reading ‘against the grain’

09
May

Photos: Makati day grand parade

Hello. I had fun taking these. :)


Dinagyang, Iloilo dancers


Higantes from Angono, Rizal, kiss


Dancers from Binmaley town, Pangasinan province


A horse from Laoag

09
May

live post, on live posting

Concentrate pare. Ano bang ginagawa mo? Mali-mali inaupload mo.

Simula uli, please?

Mali ang url address, mali banner head, ano ba problema mo? Continue reading ‘live post, on live posting’

08
May

great pretences

…so I said I am

the kindest person in the world

but

I keep on hurting people

so I am so much

a failure…

***

To everyone: I’ll try to lose the hang-ups. I learned a lot in the three weeks my trusted friends were gone. I promise I’ll change, and be the saint
I need to be.

06
May

undeserved hype

Book review: The Da Vinci Code by Dan Brown

Granted. Dan Brown’s runaway 2003 bestseller “The Da Vinci Code,” a novel part thriller/religion exposition, is truly “pulse-quickening” (People magazine review) and “breathtaking” (The Boston Globe review). I agree that it is unputdownable, and that it is a good page-turner.

Yet when it is hardly “one of the most remarkable books I’ve ever read,” as said by one of Brown’s countless fans in his self-promoting website. Thousands have been said about the book being poorly researched and how it fails as a historical novel, but not much has been said about it being poorly written. Continue reading ‘undeserved hype’

02
May

no other title but stress

So yesterday, it was 6PM, when my trainer/reporter ordered (word emphasized) me to run to the office to upload the videos we took in the Mendiola rally.

She was so pushy. She said the videos were already late, and practically said I am slow. So I took a cab.

Which costs P60. It was already an expensive day, what with the rally being out in the streets we had to rent computers in cafes to pass stories, repeatedly, and to pay three pesos per photo to transfer photos from the digicam to the PC.

So then, the reporter pushing me on real hard, I jumped out the cab on the corner of Ayala Avenue where the Insular Life building was, and ran about a hundred meters ’til my legs practically buckled, to the Rufino Plaza building. Had to run up stairs because underpass escalators were off (it was 7:30PM then), and the practically pace round and round to the elevator, with exhaustion, to the ninth floor.

Once there, I rang the bell to the office, breathed, and smiled at all of them as they told me that they don’t have an SD card in the office so I’d have to go home instead.

Crawling Running to Ayala Mall in the elevated walkway, all stress fell through me and lingered– like how the reporter pushed me too hard so I took a cab, then knowing that what she says that the videos are late aren’t really true, as the crew weren’t expecting them; that that morning she told me to go directly to Mendiola because she’s on her way already, then when I asked her for directions she sneered at me practically saying I should know it myself and I’m stupid that I don’t; and that when I reached Mendiola at 10AM she told me through text to stay put because she was caught in traffic, and then she arrive two and a half hours later, alighting from the LRT, which apparently, gets caught in traffic; that when I passed photos to the office hotline and finally breathed, the editor calls five minutes later, asking me for captions; that an hour after I passed captions, the editor calls me again, agitated, because she didn’t receive the captions yet, and because she didn’t check the general submission hotline; that thirty minutes later another editor called and scolded me for playing guess-who on who the congresswomen were in the photo I took, and for guessing wrong, my fault, sir, won’t do it again, sorry; and that all the reporter can say about all of the pushing is a little sorry…

So I just smiled, inspite of all the kilometric troubles, and reached home. I admit I whined to Mom about all of it, but because I’m really a whiner at home. Just keeping normal around the house.

Then, before sleep, the reporter tells me to go to Crame at 9Am so we could edit the videos. I agreed, and slept, looking forward to a new day ahead.

***

Epilogue: Next morning, I read the message on my phone. I see the reporter sent another text message moments after I fell asleep. “Let’s not bother sending those damn videos,” it said with resolute anger, I think, for the inanities of it all.

01
May

The fun in all things

So the Mendiola rally just ended, and I’m here in an Internet cafe, submitting the photos I took of the event.

Now tell me, why am I sad not feeling well?

It’s going to be a long day.

***

I’m sorry, I’m sorry. Missed Mass again. Coverage up to 9 PM. My fault.




the profiler

Mark is happily workaholic. Almost all the time, he would easily forgo sleep for work. He gets depressed if he stays idle even just for a few minutes.

Current life verse

Look - I find some of what you teach suspect/ Because I'm used to relying on intellect/ But I try to open up to what I don't know/ Because reason says I should have died/ Three years ago/ No other road/ No other way/ No day but today -- Song: Life Support from the soundtrack of the musical Rent

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contented. happy. struggling nonetheless.

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The Faith Explained by Leo Trese/ Spring Moon by Bette Bao Lord/ Da Vinci Hoax by Carl Olson and Sandra Miesel/ The Holy Bible, Confraternity-Douay Version

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